Man, it just sucks to see these people just fuck around in relationships and not caring about the other person and the outcome of the future. I’m over here so goddamn alone that it’s physically hurting me and everyone else is going around dating whoever for whatever attention. Okay, I am aware that I’m promised a relationship, but this so fucking unfair. I’m so fucking lonely in this world. I need someone.
On the verge of letting that Redline song play on my iPod next to me and pretending that someone’s there
This is really hurting.
So I see that you’re following me (on my main blog).
Does this mean we can fuck now?
DTF?
I have the worst habit of liking guys I have NO chance with.
It’s actually just all decent looking guys.
Look. I know you all have your own lives and probably do have other things to do, but if you guys are just making excuses then fuck you.
You all should know by know that I have a very “don’t give a fuck” attitude so you guys can just tell me that you just don’t want to go. I know that if anyone invites me to a church, I would not go because fuck that, man.
This isn’t the first time friends have made last minute excuses to get out of something I invited them to. Having this done to me several times already adds to my fear that people don’t want to hang out with me. I already feel know I don’t have ANY friends that are close to me so this just cripples me even more.
Just tell me. Stop leaving me in the dark.
